I am melting. It’s thr hottest day of the year so far. 90 with crazy humidity. Still I like the vibe of NY. It fills some sort of emptiness inside me. The hub bub comforts me and makes me feel less alone in the world. I like being alone in a big city. And at the same time I’m not afraid to meet people if I want. Yesterday I met two friendly women briefly and I like those brief interactions.